Rediscovering the Joy of Reading: A Journey Back to My Roots
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Chapter 1: A Nostalgic Reflection
I vividly recall the times my mother would scold me for indulging too much in Manga. From series like Case Closed (also known as Detective Conan), Kocchi Muite Miiko, to Salad Days, I was completely captivated. I even remember sneaking behind the couch to read when I was supposed to be taking a shower, much to my mother's chagrin.
How could I not be enamored? For kids in the 90s—at least in Indonesia—Manga was the equivalent of what Netflix is today. Yet, my mother insisted I needed to explore more substantial literature, like the encyclopedias she had ordered from… where did people used to order things from? Oh yes, the newspaper! How times have changed; now she encourages my younger brother to read Manga instead of playing Roblox. I feel a sense of vindication!
Cue Dashboard Confessional’s "Vindicated" to reminisce about my emo youth.
The Challenge of Reconnecting
Lately, I've been on a quest to reconnect with my younger self. I've taken to journaling every night with pen and paper, just like I did when I was 12, and it brings me genuine joy. Now, I'm eager to revisit other pastimes I once loved, with reading at the top of my list.
While the thrill of reading was once a source of happiness for me, distractions like Netflix, YouTube, and TikTok have diminished its allure. Additionally, being back in school means that reading dense journals feels more like a chore than a pleasure.
The Aspiration
My goal is simple: I want to reclaim reading as a cherished hobby. I yearn for the same excitement I feel when binge-watching Nordic noir on Netflix. And, to add a twist, I aim to read in French, a language that currently feels daunting and frustrating to me.
This is a lofty ambition, but I believe it’s worth the attempt. Here’s the plan I’ve been following for the past two months.
One — Choose Books I Love
Instead of diving into complex literature right away, I decided to focus on genres that genuinely excite me. After some introspection, I realized that thrillers and fantasy are my favorites. So, I began my journey with Jesse Kellerman’s Les Visages (originally The Genius) and am currently enjoying Circé by Madeline Miller.
Two — Avoiding the To-Do List Trap
I enjoy making lists, jotting down everything I need to accomplish, except reading. Why? Because the moment I add it to my list, it feels like a task rather than a fun activity. Do I list watching Love is Blind as an obligation? Absolutely not! This is a strategy to keep reading enjoyable.
Three — Ditching Productivity Pressure
I’ve consciously decided not to view reading as a productivity tool. While it can certainly enhance my life, framing it as such creates unnecessary pressure. Setting goals like reading ten books a month only leads to guilt on days when I don’t meet them. So, I’m steering clear of that mindset.
Four — Seizing the Moment
Since last July, I’ve been trying to act on the urge to read whenever it strikes. Although those moments are rare, when the desire does come, I make sure to seize the opportunity—unless I’m out grocery shopping, of course.
Progress So Far
Two months into this journey, I can confidently say that these strategies have helped me read consistently each night. Reading in French has become somewhat enjoyable. While it’s not yet on par with watching Love is Blind, it’s a significant step forward.
As Shahram Heshmat, Ph.D. noted in his article, "Can You Make Yourself Like Something," familiarity often leads to increased enjoyment. However, it's important to remember that this relationship isn't straightforward; too much familiarity can lead to boredom and even disdain.
Therefore, I believe avoiding rigid goals like "read four books this month" is a wise choice. That’s my plan for at least the next three months. I’ll definitely share updates along the way.
What about you? Do you find joy in reading? Any tips for those of us trying to rekindle our love for books?
Chapter 2: Finding Inspiration Through Music
In this chapter, I explore how music can serve as a catalyst for rekindling interests and emotions, including the role of reading.
The first video, Amanda Shires - The Problem (ft. Jason Isbell) [Official Live Video], captures the essence of personal struggle and connection, mirroring my journey of rediscovery.
The second video, For Your Consideration: Outstanding Talk Series | The Problem with Jon Stewart, offers insights that resonate with the challenges of finding joy in reading and self-improvement.