Chapter 1: Breaking Free from the Past

The unresolved issues from your past can hold you back from reaching your full potential. Instead of merely trying to escape the pain, it’s crucial to liberate yourself permanently and embrace a more fulfilling life.

Many times throughout my life, I felt lost and disoriented. It was as if nothing made sense anymore, and every effort I made only added to the chaos. The source of this turmoil lay in my past.

At just twenty-three years old, I succumbed to various vices like smoking, drinking, and using marijuana. My college years were largely spent neglecting my studies in favor of dating, partying, and associating with the wrong crowd. Unfortunately, the memories I attempted to preserve on platforms like Friendster disappeared when the service shut down, taking with them the remnants of those tumultuous yet carefree days.

My relatives often whispered about my negative influence, keeping their children at a distance, as if I were a toxic element. Learning this from family members was deeply hurtful.

After graduation, I found it nearly impossible to secure a job. My inflated ego led me to believe that my school's reputation would guarantee me a position. However, the emotional baggage I carried significantly hindered my progress.

After countless applications, a well-known local real estate company finally took a chance on me. Yet, just three months in, I resigned. The feedback I received from colleagues cut deep; they claimed I was not contributing meaningfully to the team. Their words stung, and my inability to repair relationships at work left me feeling isolated. Ultimately, I chose to leave.

Around that time, my father, who was facing difficulties in his own business, expressed his concern for my future. He invited me for a heart-to-heart conversation, revealing that he might have to close his business due to financial struggles.

Hearing this was a wake-up call. I was overwhelmed with emotions, realizing the gravity of my situation and feeling deep regret for my parents, who had relied on that business for over a decade.

Reflecting on my carefree high school and college days, I recognized that while my peers were dedicated to their studies, I was caught up in superficial concerns. Those lighthearted times were behind me, and the consequences of my choices were now evident.

In my first role as a marketing assistant, I soon discovered that colleagues were gossiping about my lack of knowledge. The realization that my coworkers didn’t trust me was painful. They often sought help from others, leaving me feeling abandoned.

Nights turned into tears as I grappled with my desire for change, but I was unsure where to begin. Much like a character in a Korean novel seeking retribution for past hurts, I yearned for transformation.

It was then that I recognized the challenges I faced were, in fact, opportunities for growth. I made the decision to change my life, realizing I could no longer ignore the signs. Self-awareness emerged, prompting me to take a step back and assess my obstacles. I understood that to truly revive my life, I needed to elevate my skills.

Chapter 2: Embracing Change

In order to fully embrace the journey of self-improvement, it can be beneficial to seek guidance and inspiration.